Kruger you don't know what I go through! I didn't even read the whole post! I have mental problems that nobody knows about! I have to go through things every damn day! Every movie I see or every book I watch supposedly "helps me see" what I truly am! I hate it! Okay?!
I'll say it again, ultimately it's your choice in the end what to do. I can guarantee you hate ain't gonna get you anywhere. It's just gonna go and screw you over continuing like that. And mental problems? Babe a lot of humans have mental problems, whether it's on documents and all those things Is a different story. Not to be offensive but what makes you think you're the only one ya know? I got them problems too but i feel bad posting up about it because I don't like to bother people. That's just me though. You want to see yourself more. Stop for a moment and read what you wrote in Hidden. You sure damn well gave yourself a truthful of yourself and damn well showed that your strong in what you do. Giving up seems so pointless in your situation after all you've gone through and done to stand where you're at today.
Also I never said I knew what you go through. I never will because I'm not you. Everyone goes through their own bullshîts through the years, some people beg for the break they deserve, others give up and leave. So I'm not saying to stop posting and doing what you feel you need to do, just hear out though and maybe you'll hear something more endearing rather than something you feel is a threat against you.
So I tried a Sonnet..I think I didn't do too good..but if you know the story of Cydonia..then you'll know why I wrote it. yeah I realize there's an improper English in there..but it's in purpose.. Cydonia Our land was casted away by Lord Mars. What a troubling time for our people! The tides of brutality brought on wars, And in hopes, reincarnation for all. Earth became the birth land for the past, And thy people befell these grounds of time. All in hope that the new world would learn fast, Rather than history telling the crime. All hail to the God of War and give thanks! He has given chance to all us once more! Our people have fallen, but let's be frank, He granted new life from his heart's own core. Our homeland was destroyed in the sadness, But in hope that we achieve here greatness!
Bump because this thread deserves scenary. Plus here's a random one that I couldn't rewrite cause I failed at remembering; Sleep All Day
You know, I'm not certain but if you place the thoughts behind the photo then I'm gonna say yes you can.
No inspiration comes to me, no fear of falling fast, No pain, or recreation, no love that never lasts. No tears of joy erupting, no heart filled with regret, No feelings comming back to me, no wishing we had met. No Sitting in the dark, no tears streamed down my cheek, No saddened soul, no light, when things are looking bleak. No hearts that never loved, only feelings numbed, Only songs of love and life that never go un-hummed. No wish was ever granted, no shadows cast away, No mistake unnoticed, that had no price to pay. No help was ever given, to those who need it now, No question with an answer, no asking when and how. No saying yes at all, unless I had no choice, No searching without motive, when I could find no voice. No poem gone un-written, no feeling with no thought, No tries and fails forgotten, no pushing to get caught. No optimisim found, not knowing my prevails, No tiumphs over failures, no hapiness one shares. No finding of my destiny, without a second glance, No knowing who or what I am, and not another chance.