Chapter Five I watched through the thing blinds of Dylans room as I saw him drinking beer and kissing his own cousin. At that second my heart slowly peiced away. I felt as if there was weight weighing down my chest, the pieces that held my heart together were tumbling and breaking. I could feel my eyes start to water. I tryed to fight the tears but the sight was unbarable. I started to cry and my nose started to sniffle. I had a great sence of anger in me. I wanted to slap him silly, but my legs wouldn't move. All I wanted to do was stand there, hopeless. I watched as they both kissed. My anger slowly came over my sadness as I stood there watching. I looked at my truck and then got it in to park it down the street so he would know who did this. I soon got out of the car and looked in the bushes for a rock. I stood at the street holding a good sized rock. I walked up to his window and through the rock at it, shattering the glass. I ran behind some bushes near the street and watched as he came to the window looking out at the streets and in his driveway. He soon hopped out the window and looked in his driveway. Place where he couldn't see from the window. I could see him get angery and start kicking the rusty old bumper on his car. Luckily he didn't see me and went back inside. I ran to my car, turned it on and drove home to cry in my bed. I was so mad at him, I didn't know how to take this kind of pain. What do I do? Who do I turn to? Do things like this happen all the time?
I sat at the edge of my bed starring at the floor very angery and unhappy. Mother always even said Dylan was a bad influence on me. I felt horrible, what was I thinking when he asked me out? I would date a bad boy who has hurt tons of girls hearts and in the end for some particular reason the first heart that wouldn't be crushed was me? Here's what I have to say, impossible. I've learned my lesson and I would fall so hard for a boy like that again. I could hear my mother run up the stairs as I started to sob. "Saphire sweetie? Are you okay? Saphire open the door, open the door sweetie." My mother said as I still starred at the ground my tears falling like endless rain drops spashing and flooding one particular part of the carpet. "I don't want to talk about it." my words slipped out so hopelessly. I didn't want to go back to reality. I hated it. I hated that life I had to live. Why couldn't life be built a different way? Just if you didn't like it, it would all vanish away, than you would have nothing to do with life if you just didn't want to live it. I wanted no part of life what so ever, I wanted to be done already, at my age yet I wanted to be done. As a regular teenager would do, they would think about suicide at times like these, or get mad and try to crush the person who did this to them. Mentally or phisically, but I wasn't this type of person who did these things. I thought about them but I didn't do them. I starred at the carpet once again listening to my mother begging me to open the door. "Sweetie please, I want to help you. I want to comfort you, make you feel better. Please open the door." she begged. "No, mom I'm really okay. I just was- I could make up a reason. - Im just fine. I don't need help it's okay, really." I finished I could tell that she sighed and walked away after a minute. I layed in the middle of my bed curled up in a ball, thinking about suicide. Please comment on the feedback thread!
Chapter Six I lay my head on my bed feeling the tears pour onto my sheets. I tryed to keep it quiet so mother wouldn't hear but I was bawling, it was hard. I watched my wall and slowly started to calm down. It just hurt so much. I didn't want any part of this, I hated it. My head hurt and my eyes puffed from all the tears, my nose dripped and my heart broke apart. I was so mad, I wish all this could just simply glide away. I wish I had no part of life if it's just full of sorrows. I had an idea that blew away all the mad and sad in my mind. I quickly ran to my old worn out dresser and looked for the mirror my grandmother had given me for my birthday. I couldn't find it, I searched through my drawers and on tables and between furniture. I soon found it and starred at it's clear reflection. I looked horrible. My brown hair was all messed up and my eyes were watery and puffed up. I sighed and was ready to make the wish. "I wish I just had nothing to do with life, as long as I know that it's this painful than I don't want any part of it." I said to the mirror. Only a sudden wind from my window blew in, nothing else happened. I wasn't surprised, I laid in my bed and drifted off to sleep.
~Saphires mother walked in the room that day to see that her daughter wasn't there, she called her daughters cell phone but nobody answered. She started to get worried but than she saw the mirror, she thought no it isn't possible so she set out to search for her~ The next morning I still woke up in the same bed and the same room, nothing happened. I stood up and looked on the desk to see that the mirror was gone, mother possibley put it away as I was sleeping. I opened the door and walked down stairs, something was different about my home. It seemed dark and grey. It didn't have any vibrant feel as it always did. I looked in the kitchen to look for my mother, she usually was making breakfest by now yet she wasn't she was gone. I was confused surely this couldn't be the world I wished for, it was just impossible. I walked outside to see my mother sitting on the curb I walked to her and sat by her. "Oh, hello." she said turning her face away from me to play in the grass pulling out the prickley grass. "Whats wrong you sound sad." she soon turned her head to me. Her mouth corners pulled down to make her look like a zombie, her face all wrinkled up. "Life is just so glum isn't it?" she said tilting her head to the side. My eyes widened in fright. "Yes, it is. I don't really like it much." I said back starring at her ugly face her eyes blinked they turned red. "What ever do you mean? You are the one who wished that you had no part of life now in this world everyone will try to kill you. Isn't that what you wanted?" I listened to her words my head felt to light to hold. My chest felt as if it had pressure on it. I starred at the ground, this could only be a dream. Yet I could feel everything and see everything so clearly. "No, I want my old life back." I said to her scared out of my mind. "The only way to get you old life back is for your really mother to find you and wish upon the mirror that she had you back." my crumpled up mother said as she stared at me like I was something to eat. "She will never think of that!" I screamed. "I need to go back! Isn't there a different way?" I scream my eye suddenly felt as a wall of water covered them. I was ready to cry. She shook her head a no, then she stood up and walked to me. "Now if you don't like this let's just get it over with." she studdenly pulled a knife out of her pocket. I starred at the dagger waiting for it to be plunged into me killing me. Her eyes turned blood red and her tounge started to bleed out. I tryed to scream but nothing came out of me. It was no use anyway everyone here wanted to kill me. I watched as the dagger came down to my stomache as quick as possible. I slid myself to my side and she missed. I stood up and ran into the house to my room. I locked my room up and moved my dresser in front of the door. I ripped the room apart searching for the mirror. It was no where. The whole time my fake mother was banging on the door screaming, as soon as you come out I will give you hell and my only wish will come true. You will die. I layed on my bed and started to sob. I wanted my mother what would I do?
Chapter Seven ~ After a day of callling Saphires friends and looking everywhere possible Saphire's couldn't find her. She got worried and started to cry. She was so scared for her, she dicided to wait one say for her, if she didn't come back she would call the police~ I lay in my bed tired, scared and hungry. There was nothing for me to do to get out of here. I lay there hopeless looking at the upseting blue sky out the window. I watched the boring clouds move across the sad sky. My tears started to pour out once again noticing that I would eventually die soon and never see my family ever again. Why did I have to make that stupid wish! I got so mad at myself until looking out the window I noticed a bunch of berries. Purple scrumptious berries. I was so hungry I could oviously go for any type of food right now. I looked at them in fear that my evil mother would find me. I starred at them. I needed to survive until my real mother could find me. I starred at them in hope, I toke out some shirts and tied them together. I made a very long rope that I could climb down and up. I tied the rope to one of my bed legs so that the rope wouldn't fall off it was risky but I had to do it. My eyes flooded with fear, I starred out the window and to the berries. Running in my mind I thought of what was going to happen as soon as I did go out. I would get stabbed but it's worth a shot. I opened the window and slipped out to the berries. I hid behind the bush of berries and picked them quickly, my hands trembling. I at least picke a hundred, I made a big pocket with my shirt then tied it so it wouldn't fall out. I stood up to see my evil mother watching me. She watched me with an evil smile on her face. Her eyes red looking as if they were about to bleed. I ran to the rope and she stood at the door watching not making a move. I sloped my clothes rope in and locked the window shut. Then covered it with the blinds. I ate the berries then something happened, I knew why she was standing at the door watching not making a move. The berries had something in them that made me sick. This was only the beggining though.
Chapter Eight My stomache went horribly sick. There were pains in my stomache like never before, I started to scream. I rolled around on my bed in horror. The berries were poisoned. I lay on my bed screaming and crying, I could here my mother at my door laughing joyfully that I was about to die. I forced myself to walk to the phone and looked on the side to see the food poisoning number. I dialed it trembling out of my mind, than I thought. Everyone is out to kill me here, how will I know what to do than? I heard someone answer the phone. "Hello what is you emergency?" she said. "Hi I'm uhh- I stopped for a minute my voice sounded incorrect and in pain. -my name is Sofia, I got food poisoning from earring some berries. Please just tell me what to do." I said grouning and making horrible noises in pain of my stomache. "You should look in your medician cabnet on the back of some bottles it will read food poisoning. Take about two of the pills and it should stop making you sick in no time." "Thank you." I hung up and held my stomache. I layed my the door looking if my mothers feet were by the door. They weren't. I opened the door than ran to the bathroom looking for medician. I read every bottle until I came to one. I opened it rapidly and took two pills as she said. I went to the bathroom because I didn't know went I would be going again anytime soon. I took all the bottles of pills and dumped them out. I took alot of them just in case I ever got sick. I filled up many of the bottles with water in case I also got thirsty. I was still very hungry and was scared to eat anything. I sat at the window and didn't know how to get back to my room with all this stuff. I watched out the window until about ten minutes later I saw my mother back out her driveway. I through all the stuff in my room than darted down stairs as soon as I started to feel better. I took tons and tons of food from the kitchen ones that wouldn't go bad. I ran upstairs and took my little brothers potty training toilet and about five thosand bags. I through them in my room and looked at all the stuff I tryed to think of anything else I needed but it was too late to get anything more, mother was home. I had survived for the day. ~Saphires mother still sit at home with her other daughter and baby brother crying overly afraid for her daughter. She had no idea where she could ever be. She dicided to wait for the rest of the night and of she wasn't back by tomorrow she would call the police~
~Saphires mother had waited all night but she never showed up, she dialed 911 now~ I woke still in the same place, this wasn't a dream. I burried my head in my pillow thinking about my mother, sister and brother. I leaned to my window looking back at that stupid dark sky. I needed to escape somewhere were nobody could find me, staying in my room for a long time wouldn't help much at all. Since this town was just my regular town back at my other home I could deffenetly find a way somewhere so nobody could find me. I took out a back pack and packed it with a blanket, a change of clothes, lots and lots of food that wouldn't rot for a while I also took two rolls of toilet paper and the bottles of water all the way high. I told myself I would not eat or drink unless I really, really needed to. I changed my clothes into a black sweat shirt a short sleave shirt black jeans that I could roll up if it got hot and comfortable sneakers. I dicided if I was going to go somewhere I might as well wear certain colored clothes so I could blend with the dark at night. I also took a wig just in case I needed to buy something at a store I would wear a boys wig to discuise myself, speaking of buying things of course I needed money. I took tge wad of cash I kept for a while than slipped my wig on. I jumped out the window and ran from the house as fast as I ever could. I didn't look back in fright my mother would have caught me. I started to cry, I ran with the heavy bag it was slumping my back down and no matter how painful my chest felt I knew to stay alive I had to keep going. I pushed my tears down and took a deep breath to run faster. I soon came to passing cars looking at me, they all had scary faces like goblins and ghouls, there were still some people who looked normal so I guess I had blended in. Some girls winked and I winked back. I guess as a guy, I was pretty hot...which was horribly creepy. Some stopped to ask where I was going so I just said that I was going to my cousins house for a sleep over. They asked if I wanted a ride there but I simply said no in my guy voice I guess they bought it because they drove off once again. I was happy I was able to be normal here or at least appear to be normal. I ran again and soon came to the forest, while no cars were around I ran into the forest and went deep, deep in. I came to a place were there were no cars in sight passing by this errie forest. I looked around at the tall dark green trees vining above me. I starred at the ground, the damp soil hard to my shoes on the ground. I layed my backpack on the ground and sat on it and whipped of the wig. Suddenly I was hungry but I knew I had to wait for food and water. I reconized this forest it was by walmart, that meant I could go get supplies when needed. I sat there bored to my death. I starred at the rough ground and started to draw a heart with my foot. I smiled at it than sat there for a few seconds then to my ears I heard someone, someones feet walking on the ground. Getting closer, and closer, and closer.
This is really Ari on my friends acount....yea were bffs the reason I haven't been on in a long time is because well, I got grounded for a week I'll get my iPod back tomorro.... My mother is soooo evil