By the way, thank you guys for your support. It really means a lot to me. I updated the original post, but just in case you guys haven't seen it, here it is: I was released yesterday from the hospital after they pumped my stomach and intestines from me trying to OD. They set me up with some Valium as a short-term anti-depressant, and I'll be heading back to the hospital to pick up my more powerful ones in a few weeks. Thank you all for your support, it means so much to me