5. Pure I was driven home and walked to the door, we kissed before he left. I waved goodbye as he pulled out of the driveway. "Bye." I said than he was gone. I walked in the house and walked up to my room. "Oh hi sweetie did you have fun?" my Mom asked when I was halfway up the stairs. "It was, good." I said very happily but I guess to my Mom it sounded kind of sneeky. "Oh-no, what happened?" I walked down the steps and reached her at the couch. "Nothing I'm happy." I said "Well, good." her responded and we watched TV, but than I thought. Should I tell her? Yes. "I kissed Mayson." I said then her head swung my way, "Thats a good call, Mayson is one of those perfect boy types, I wanted you to date him but I didn't want to pressure you. I just wanted a guy that, won't let you down, a guy to catch you when you fall, you know?" she said and I nodded watching TV along with her, thinking of how things were brand new now. New slate, it was rather odd to think about really. What if I liked him better as a friend? I would start dating, and then break up and at least try to be friends but he wouldn't be my friend. What if he breaks up with me and I end up liking dating better? What if I really break his heart, or him break mine? It was all these complications of being together in a relationship. I was worried, what if this would be something...something...to regret?
6. Second Thoughts I layed in the back feild once again with Mayson, my hand on his chest and his arms around me and his hand on my shoulder. I stared up at the sky, the clouds. The sky was perfect blue, light blue, the sun shown itself several times when we would get cold by the chilling breeze. "Are you cold?" he asked running his long fingers through my brown hair. "A little." I responded looking up at him, he sat up and took of his jacket and wrapped it around me. "Thanks." I said very blankly than he layed down again placing his arm in the same spot as before. "Are you okay?" he asked "No, I'm not alright. This is compilcated, I feel like this isn't supposed to be. I've been trying to talk myself out of a relationship last night, I don't mean to, I just do." I finally spoke up very sadly. I wanted to be with him but I felt like this was no point, there was no love. I didn't know why, it just didn't fit together this time. "Oh, well uh, we can stop you want." he said getting up very depressed like. He ran his fingers through his hair once and looked back on me. "Your dessision?" he asked dropping his arms to his sides. I waved my finger toward me and he was soon over me, not touching my though. I wrapped my arms around his neck. "Take my word for it, I still love you." I said pulling him down to kiss me, we did and he let go. "Like, somethings put of place?" he asked once letting go. "Yes, exactly like that." I responded squinting my eyes a little. "Your missing the adventure in a relation-ship." I smiled and he helped me up than picked me up legs over his arms. "Where are you taking me?" I asked as he walked into the forest. "To the adventure."