I wake up smiling at my mother, she's screaming and crying in frustration. Holding my head shivering not saying a word. "Mom, there's no reason to make Declan come out. He's out. I feel amazing." I said to her, asuring her that was back to normal. She smiled at me and told me that it's all over. She sat by me thanking God a million times for saving me. But in my gut I knew somthing was about to change and quick. I hugged her and wiped the tear that fell from my eye. "I was about to dye. I couldn't bare to see you in that much pain, don't scare me like that again." she whispered than started to cry once again. I started to cry too. Yet I felt so relived, I felt so good. So warm, so comforted. I told her that I was going upstairs to watch some telivision and call Lucas, Thad when it started.
I walk upstairs along with all the things mom had brought me earilier. I slip my body into my bed and turn on my laptop. I think, hmm maybe I should call Lucas and tell him that everything is okay. I reach for the phone when I see somone in black jeans and a white t-shirt. I look up and see the face of Declan. I jump in fear and run to close my door. I walk up to him. "Yu, yu your really he, he here?!" I run my hands through my hair as I stare at his resurected body. I can't believe my eyes one bit. I think, this can't be real...it's a dream! It has to be! "Alex,- I listened to his voice the sweet sound of his voice. I stared to cry, than he continued. - this is real. All of it, you have to believe me. Iv escaped from heven just to look at you." he said coming closer to me and sitting on my bed. "No you didn't. This isn't real, and it will never be. It's not possible." I said running my fingers through his hair with the time I had with him in my dream. "Yes it is. I've escaped from heven and came to see you. Remember how you were in pain? I was trying to pain you to say the words to let me out of your body. I had to, the priest was hurting me by bringing me even closer to God. He would have taken me away from you forever." he told me grasping my arms as tightly as possible it didnt hurt, it felt good actually. I still didn't believe him though. "Will this help?" he leaned in and looked at me than kissed me on my lips. His lips were so soft so smooth. By now it was him. I knew it, and he was back, for me.
I bak home for lunch from school! I'll write! We curled in my bed kissing away. These were deffenetly the lips of Declan. He stopped to take a look at me, I stared at his golden glassy eyes. "Is there somthing wrong?" I asked brushing him hair with my finger tips. "No, I just forgot how beautiful you are." he said smiling a warm smile. I giggled a little. Than he leaned in for a kiss again. He started off slow and mild, than his hands slowly wrapped in my hair and tangled in it I did the same forceing his head to mine. Kissing his smooth and soft lips. I stopped. I had so many questions on my mind. "Whats it like in heven? And can anybody see you except me?" I blurted what I was thinking in my mind. He giggled. "Its a wonderous experience. Everything is filled with happiness and joy. It's like every Christmas morning. You know when you got the joy when you were a kid? That's what you feel like every morning. And the second question, I'll have to think about that. I'm really not sure." he responded looking at me once again. By now we were laying back down kissing. Than he sat up and effortlessly lifted me on his lap. He wasn't buff or anything major like that. He was just a kind hearted soul...with a good looking chest and a beautiful face. "If you don't know if others can see you, than why don't we go test it on my mother?" I asked looking up at him wig my arms wrapped around the back of his next. "I don't know, I wouldn't want to scare her." he said laughing a little. "She has to find out at some point though." I responded standing up. "Well, alright." she said. I smiled and we began to walk.