I once had a love, but I lost it. It was precious in what it costed. So much running, I was exhausted. Its cunning like foxes thats cautious! Anyways its over. Done. Conceded. I hate to admit it but it beat me. In defeat, everyone close got deleted. I turned cold so I wouldn't repeat it! I turned my back... on everyone but few everyone and her, mostly everyone I knew! I wanted to disappear. No trace. No clue. didnt wanna face the truth, my life without you. but life went on and it just got harder assumed custody of my brothers daughters and my family's healths in hot water hard for kawing cuz my life is darker! so I stress out and turn my back again and lash out at some of my friends then pass out after drowning my sins and I'm alone again, but I found a pen. I just wanna say "Im sorry" to yall. my stress is mine, and not yalls fault yall helped my heart. Yea, this I saw. but I was cold! And so alone, Id fall. It was never my intentions to distance But save face with yall as a witness. And Im sorry that my hearts conflicted. just know deep down, that all yall in it! I need time, but I wont come back to Line I'll never shine bright as these friends of mine I'll always be around, my mind you can find! Cuz pain Im assigned and addicted to rhymes. To all those Ive turned my back on, Im sorry. To all those that has tried to help, thank you.
No matter how far you run, we will always be waiting for you to return with arms wide open. You touched our lives and left a mark on our hearts, more than you will ever realize. From me to you, your words were a source of hope and inspiration. I would say more, but I just want you to come back and never leave again. -Katz
Never really like the word, despite it being my name but it seems that word is very important to what you've just written, I'm sure you can figure out the word. To me you are not entitled to quit you must endure, as we all must. Stay up chump, and nice piece by the way
Great heartfelt prose. Don't beat yourself up. True friends are the ones that carry you through the hard times. Nice to see you have good ppl around you ️
Mate. That's some excellent work there. You have my support. I only met you recently in the cypher thread, however I read your works whenever you post them. Champion stuff. I wish you well and if I can be of any help, please let me know.
They say the pen is mightier than the sword and don’t I know it But it’s just as good at hiding feelings as it is at showing it Hopin it, don’t show when you feeling so false and lonely And god only know these sword like words are like armor for these homies Who’s only goal in life is that they kids when they grown won’t know these Hard times that they struggling through inside to get out of bed At times they feel it’s hard to just get these thoughts out of they heads And this mess don’t matter anyways cuz these words are all just an outlet To pour pain and twist it into anger until you just can’t go without it Doubt it, yeah I bet that you probably do You wouldn’t know half these lyrics if I didn’t spell em out for you So just sit there tryin to memorize me like I’m some modern Aristotle While I write these words from visions I get at the bottom of a bottle I see your anger, feel your sadness, despite what you put in your lines When you try to convey this blackness it’s just hard to find the time To properly express my gratitude for that cypher that you continued The joy it brought so many of us when yoloking was on the menu I’m just kidding dog this one I’m writing ain’t about dissing yolo It’s reaching out when I see static start to be missing us bro He’s fallin so fast it’s killing me to be watching him slip away This dude has so much talent right here that it makes me sad to say Goodbye to this friend who stood in front of us tryin to mask his pain When he could’ve been standing on our shoulders he made himself insane So tell me this now mister static, why you couldn’t just ask us for help We could’ve had this game locked up now gutter boys sold up off the shelf…
Ive deleted everything I wanted to say to you guys. I just cannot say it, rhymes or not. But... thank you.
If your alone and sad it doesn't mean that you are alone. That's why friends are here right? But if its you who go away from them, then its you who make yourself alone. Yes I don't know anything about what you felt right now but, if you will waste your time thinking about it, I'll suggest to make a move to make it better than hiding it to yourself which makes it worser...
Lol. Im not sad, love. Just got stressed out and did what came naturally, pushed everyone away. Figured they needed a reason at least. Happy KaWing. I might get back into it at some point, who knows.
There are many ppl who can help you, sometimes you need to have their help but like me, sometimes privacy make you think and solve your problem. But that doesn't mean you need to let your friends down.