Step. Step. Step.

Discussion in 'Fan Fiction' started by TheNeo, Nov 28, 2013.

  1. I have no purpose. I have no direction. I have nothing. Step. Step. Step. I'm trudging forward endlessly into a darkness of an origin I can not even fathom. I don't know how to get out, I don't even know if I want to. I've never been so confused in my life. I've never been so lost. Lost within my own mind. My own heart. Lost inside the dynamics of my own emotions.

    Step. Step. Step. I keep moving forward. That's what you're supposed to do, right? I don't even know which way is forward anymore. I've stumbled too many times. Too disoriented. I can't even trust my own senses. Can't even trust my own feelings at this point. They work to confuse me even more.

    Step. Step. Step. A flicker. A light. A small glimmering hope off in the distance. I see it flash quickly and then just as suddenly it's gone. But that's all I was waiting for. A small moment of clarity in the whorl of chaos that is myself. That's the destination. That is the objective. That is my freedom.
    Step. Step. Step. My feet pound against the nothingness now. My resolve is firm. I am ambitious. I have purpose now. Step. Step. Step. I move quicker. Determination flowing through every step, invigorating my spirit more. Forcing the darkness further from me.

    Step. Step. Step. This is why I was here. To find something. To find meaning. To scour through the shattered remnants of my feelings. To wade into the depths of turmoil I carry inside myself, and find something better.

    Step. Step. Step. You are my purpose, light. You are my freedom. You are the fire that burns inside me and carries me to where I need to be. I am unrelenting now. Stoically I stride towards where the light once shone. Its existence burned into my heart forever.

    Step. Step. Step. And now I know what the light was. I've found my way through the confusion and all makes sense. You guided me when I needed it, and wrap me in your warm embrace. The love flowing through me. Thank you for pulling me back to where I belong. Thank you for taking me home.
     
    #1 TheNeo, Nov 28, 2013
  2. That's really nice.
    Also, is this THE Ahdragos?
     
    #2 Jonathan07, Nov 28, 2013
  3. ahdragos, is this about me?.....rofl...:)
     
    #3 ____________fghhgg____________, Nov 28, 2013
  4. This is actually kinda scary for some reason.
     
    #4 AmericanChurro, Nov 28, 2013
  5. LOL Bob. Shut up.

    Yes, I am the real Ahdragos. And how is it scary? In what sense do you mean that? Lol
     
    #5 TheNeo, Nov 28, 2013
  6. It is the real Ahdragos.
     
    #6 RenamedPhoenix, Nov 29, 2013
  7. This is amazing, Ahd. You should write more of these Short Stories.
     
    #7 RenamedPhoenix, Nov 29, 2013
  8. I thought so, just checking. I thought you quit ages ago.
     
    #8 Jonathan07, Nov 30, 2013
  9. Ahdragos?!?


    PRAISE TALOS!
     
    #9 Dragonite, Nov 30, 2013
  10. I like it.
     
    #10 GingerSnap-, Nov 30, 2013
  11. Why was this moved to FF so early? Should have been left in AT for at least a day or so
     
    #11 lIll-King_Vasilias-IIIl, Dec 2, 2013
  12. I posted it to FF? Why wouldn't it be there? And why would it need to stay in AT? Lol
     
    #12 TheNeo, Dec 2, 2013
  13. can we talk about the post rather than the poster?
     
    #13 igerpums, Dec 2, 2013
  14. We've done both.
    Also, does it matter?
     
    #14 Jonathan07, Dec 2, 2013
  15. If it is then this is a new account. His Join date is March 26th 2013. Yeah the real Ahdragos account got reset by the develepors.
     
    #15 Snoopy, Dec 3, 2013
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