I can never be the perfection you seem to think I am. I can only ever promise to try and be your man. And in the end I know that it won't be enough. And on that day you walk away things will be so rough. So I try and and brace for impact to spare myself that pain. But there's no way to stop it, like an on-coming train. I grit my teeth and try told hold my head up high. I promised not to do this. I promised not to cry. But the tears trickle down my face, my firm resolve now gone. Left alone in sadness to wonder what went wrong. I know harsh words were spoken, thrown out both ways. And I know this last week was full of our darkest days. But even knowing all that I still wonder why. For all the things you told me why wouldn't you just try? But I guess it doesn't matter, you're gone from my side. And all I have to comfort me is the honest fact I tried. All the lovely words about what you meant to me were true. I meant it when I said that I'll always have love for you. Goodbye- Ahdragos
Thanks. When I write, it's always real. I can't write unless something is going on at the time. It's a means of trying to get the feelings out I guess.