My son was born with a physchological condition known as Border-line Personality Disorder. Although I do still not fully understand this horrible mental-disease that has destroyed my son's childhood, he explained to me about the daily battles that went on inside his head. This is my best shot at recreating them. DO NOT THINK OF ME as a cruel person sharing this, my son wanted me to raise awareness for the physcholgical disorder and to get across to others the horrors of 'B-P-D.' The 'Realm' : My son explains that the part of him that is a good normal person has to constantly fight against the bad part of him which he calls "Nicholas." Apparently this battle of sorts always takes place in an endless realm, almost like a cyber-space, with a vibrant green grid being the floor he stands on. "Nicholas will then appear as an identical figure of my son in this realm of sorts. He will then begin to laugh demonically, and his arms will change form into massive blades. Nicholas will then run at my son's 'avatar' wildly, but in one punch from my son Nicholas will evaporate into thick red dust. Nicholas will continue to change form into things such as : •Roy Elagnhan ( Krav Maga World Champion ) •A "Halo : Reach" Spartan •A water-like being he calls "Polyhedrus" •A giant golden armoured warrior •A random person that my son has seen in the street •Darth Maul •Thousands of copies of Nicholas •Vladimir Klitchsko •The Dragon Alduin As you can see, this is very odd. But it works like this according to my son. Whenever he punches 'Nicholas' form, he pushes the evil part of his brain out of control of his body. The evil side will continuously attempt to gain control, but if my son pushes it back enough, it will give up. However, if 'Nicholas' pushes my son back enough, he will retreat and the evil part of my son will take over. He'll usually get incontrollably angry and will laugh when I tell him off. According to the Physchiatrist, every time my son 'loses' a part of his conscience is destroyed, which means the evil consciousnesses is growing, slowly taking him over. We have all cried for very long amounts of time. Therapy has failed. Sometimes apparently Nicholas has changed to such disturbing images, such as a mirror image of my son but with half of his face horrifically burnt. Few will understand the pain he must be going through. I want to raise awareness for this sickening disease. It is slowly destroying my son, and it will do others. If we have the support, funds can be given to help people with purely evil diseases like this. Thankyou, Mr-Vision
I've never... ever... told anyone about this. It takes alot of courage to speak so openly for some may laugh. He is a brilliantly genius young man who never deserved to have even a cut on his arm.
This is so incredibly beautiful. You can't imagine how proud I am to even be aware people like you exist, Vision. You're gorgeous and broken from such a horrible problem, but instead of retreating and fending off the world you share it. Let it be known that this is something terrible. The awareness is something that will stay with someone. Thank you.
Your son's life has been a never-ending battle, I can't imagine what he has been thorough. I wish you and your son the best.