I sit there and watch. I think, how can someone push someone who's in love with them away? How can they not think and deal with the fact that they hurt someone? How can they cause them pain? The girl is watching a guy who she loves speaking to another female. He says they're just friends, but ever wounder if they're more than friends? She watches, she cries, she tries to hide her tears, she cuts herself till she bleeds, she tells the guy he won't have to worry about her anymore. How could he just sit there and let it happen? He feels really bad and hasn't let her go. He wants to hold her, tell her he's sorry for everything he's done. But how can she forgive him? She cries and cries till she sees a bullet coming towards her. There it is. All the pain and tears are permantely gone. They stay on Earth. Not with her soul. Her soul is in a happy place now away from the guy who caused her pain. That boy will learn his lesson for hurting the girl he loves. Or loved. He can't let go of her. He can't. He'll never date again or show his love for anyone. Ever.
Chapter One: "This love is never ending." "You're still in love with her! Jake, how could you?" Jake stands there, not feeling any emotions at all what so ever. He doesn't feel sad or bad. Doesn't care anymore. He's done. He's going to be alone forever. The seventh girl, he hurted her this time. The other six girls hurted him. He used to be pushy in the past with one of his exs, but that's because he was scared of loosing them or them hurting him. He became such a jerk to the seventh girl. He caused her pain and let her die. How could he? You know you still love her, huh? He asked himself. He does. He really does still loves her. He knew that this new girl was right. "Megan, I do love Irena, but there's no way I'll be able to make it up to her now. Nor can I get her trust back. I hurted her." Jake said to Megan, Megan stares at him. "Are you angry with yourself?" She asked him. He sighs before speaking again. "Yes." He says in a low, calm voice. Megan looks at him. "How come you don't ever show you care about her? You're always speaking to me." Jake gets up and walks towards a tree. "No! You always speak to ME first. I did speak to her." Megan gets closer to him. "Don't. Don't get any closer." "But why?" Megan looks a little scared. "Just don't." "You can love again. Just because Irena isn't here doesn't mean you can stop loving." "You don't get it!" He yelled. "She was the only loved one that hasn't forgotten about me! She's DIFFERENT!" He puts his hands up has fire forms around in his hands into a ball then he throws the fire balls on the ground and Megan backs up. "Alright! I get it!" She says. To be continued..
Omg y'all actually liking lol I thought it was gonna turn out bad. I'm still working on how chapter 1 will turn out. If you have any ideas for it, follow me. It may be a few weeks before I continue the story.
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