"Running away" I think about running away Just taking myself & disappear. Its so hard to take the pain When only the razor is my cure. Who wants to be invisible? Who's the opposite of desire? Ive spent so long chasing her, that my heart is deathly tired. Its too easy to close my eyes And never open them again. Why must everyone be happy when Im just a broken man? I think about running away Just take myself & disappear. Ive been in the darkness so long, In the light I cant see clear. I havent eaten food in weeks Im just a shadow of myself. And I run away from everyone That's ever offered help. I can no longer breathe... Why is it, that shes a witch? Im literally suffocating and Then I physically get sick. Im gonna have to run away... cuz if I dont, Ill disappear. Im no longer of this life can feel that death is creeping near. I hold the razor close try to imagine my momma laughing try and remember my brother smiling Thinking death cant really catch me. Im gonna take a deep breath And hopefully can calm my nerves. Im nothing without pain, And a poem is nothing without words.
it takes a real man to not hold back his true feelings,emotions and fears. This is why Kaw is such a godsend.it give's us all a escape to have a break from real life problems and issues.Many times kaw has made me be able to switch off from things that cause me worry and just reading worldchat or forums brings laughter and jokes back in your life.And you can go back in the real world in a good mood and better frame of mind. The topic's that Static makes us aware of .Can open other peoples eyes and let them know that they are not alone and they dont have to suffer these emotions in silence . Many go through the same pain daily. and there are people you can talk to even on kaw that can relate to you also and if you share it .It will hopefully to take the weight off your shoulders of depression.i have 3 confidants on kaw who have helped me lots with real life advice for problems that i have experienced.Great job & work Static .
You are very talented. You have such a way with words. I felt a wave of such intense emotions while reading each line after the next. I believe it can be healing for your soul to put your thoughts and feelings down on paper. Hang in there my friend. It's nice too see the positive support you are receiving on your posts.
Wow. Really didnt expect much, or anyone to actually read it, but I'm very humbled by the kind words. I prefer to write beautiful & adventurous stories, but depression always seeps back in. In a few days when my heart mends, I'll put up the romantic one I wrote. Now that's the one you'll fall in love with!
It doesn't hurt me. Do you want to feel how it feels? Do you want to know that it doesn't hurt me? Do you want to hear about the deal that I'm making? Yooooooou...it's yooooou and me. And if I only could, I'd make a deal with KaW And I'd get him to give us new lands Be running up that road, Be running up that hill, Be running up that BC If I only could, ohhhhhh You don't want to hurt me, But see how deep the my pockets lie Unaware I'm tearing you asunder. Ooh, there is plunder in our hearts. Is there so much hate for the ones we love? Tell me, OSW matter, don't we? You, it's you and me. It's you and me won't be unhappy. And if I only could, I'd make a deal with KaW And I'd get him to put real PvP No refreshing BL No protection spells Say, if I only could, oh... You, It's you and me, PvP won't be unhappy. C'mon, baby, c'mon darling, Let me steal these allies from you now. C'mon, angel, c'mon, c'mon, darling, Let's exchange the experience, oh And if I only could, I'd make a deal with KaW And I'd get 'em to jack up MP Be strippin' em noobs Be leavin' em naked Be git'n em rage quit Say, if I only could, oh... With no problems Kate Bush: Running up that Hill